why

why.
question question question.
so many puzzles some times like a poem some times like a pain in the heart and sometimes like a resonating sound.inspiring to pour out.inspiring to think .inspiring to travel. to explore and to ask. quest may be for a greater light.curious and confusing . a thousand thoughts and pain. search for one source one big heat sink. quest constant of peace. quest for a human being to let of all my emotional burden.and sometimes also a strange desired to experience pain.maybe uncomprehensible.why why why why was this nessecary . why was i nessecary.why does god want complex creatures on earth. why cant he simplify things. there is strange craving feeling like i must shout or hold on to some one .tell someone yet when i am in front of some one i just listen. have not found one person who i can cling to and keep on talking endlessly. thus this media for me.i am sure that the person who would have reached this part of the paragraph would be as volatile and maybe to a very large extent cynical and confused as i am.but thanks any ways to hear me .hear me in such a big crowd.whoever you are man or woman you deserve to a very special part in my heart